This love affair – though it’s hardly begun yet and it’s been nearly a year – is the most challenging thing I’ve ever experienced. So hard not to obsess over you, so hard not to make validation from you the main motivation in my life. But if I do that, nothing will ever happen. I’ve got to let this be what it’s going to be. But oh, beautiful, deep, smart, quick, exciting, passionate, creative man, I love you and I want to be with you. One day, when the time is finally right, when we’ve healed ourselves enough to properly connect, we are going to set the world alight. x